Fuck you if i've tried to make amends with you over and over and you've been nothing more than a complete asshole to me.

Fuck you if you've ignored me, never wrote back to my apology when you were in the wrong too. Especially if Ive apologized more than once in detail for my wrong doings.

Fuck you if I've wasted my time for over a month trying to become your goddamn friend over something so petty. You couldn't brush it off, so now you hold some mega grudge you wish to hold against me by putting this huge guilt cloud over my head.

A huge fuck you if you call me self destructive, yeah the only thing self destructive is me doing this shit. Which is me being nice to someone as much as an asshole like you for way too long.